New chapters! Guiding Light
BY Rosie Best
Enjoy this early sneak peak at the first three chapters of Guiding Light!
ALLEGIANCES
THUNDERCLAN
LEADERÂ Â Â Squirrelstarâdark ginger she-cat with green eyes and one white paw
DEPUTYÂ Â Â Ivypoolâsilver-and-white tabby she-cat with dark blue eyes
MEDICINE CATSÂ Â Â Jayfeatherâgray tabby tom with blind blue eyes
Alderheartâdark ginger tom with amber eyes
WARRIORSÂ Â (toms and she-cats without kits)
Whitewingâwhite she-cat with green eyes
Birchfallâlight brown tabby tom
Mousewhiskerâgray-and-white tom
Bayshineâgolden tabby tom
Bristleclawâorange-and-white tabby she-cat
Sunbeamâbrown-and-white tabby she-cat
Apprentice, Moonpaw (she-cat whose face is split between black and orange tabby)
Poppyfrostâpale tortoiseshell-and-white she-cat
Lilyheartâsmall, dark tabby she-cat with white patches and blue eyes
Nightheartâblack tom
Wafflepeltâgray-and-brown tom
Bumblestripeâvery pale gray tom with black stripes
Cherryfallâginger she-cat
Molewhiskerâbrown-and-cream tom
Stemtailâorange tabby tom
Cinderheartâgray tabby she-cat
Finchlightâtortoiseshell she-cat
Graywhiskerâwhite tom with gray spots
Blossomfallâtortoiseshell-and-white she-cat with petal-shaped white patches
Eaglewingâginger she-cat
Dewnoseâgray-and-white tom
Stormcloudâgray tabby tom
Hollytuftâblack she-cat
Fernsongâyellow tabby tom
Honeyfurâwhite she-cat with yellow splotches
Sparkpeltâorange tabby she-cat
Thriftearâdark gray she-cat
Sorrelstripeâdark brown she-cat
Twigbranchâgray she-cat with green eyes
Finleapâbrown tom
Apprentice, Goldenpaw (golden tabby tom)
Shellfurâtortoiseshell tom
Plumstoneâblack-and-ginger she-cat
Flipclawâbrown tabby tom
Apprentice, Shinepaw (black she-cat)
Leafshadeâtortoiseshell she-cat
Lionblazeâgolden tabby tom with amber eyes
Spotfurâspotted tabby she-cat
QUEENS  (she-cats expecting or nursing kits)
Daisyâcream long-furred cat from the horseplace
Myrtlebloomâpale brown she-cat (mother of Oakkit, a pale brown tabby she-kit with white spots; Sunkit, an orange tabby tom; and Hazelkit, a tortoiseshell she-kit with white spots)
Fernstripeâgray tabby she-cat (mother of Shykit, a gray-and-white she-kit; Puffkit, a fluffy gray tabby she-kit; and Leapkit, a black-and-white tom)
ELDERSÂ Â (former warriors and queens, now retired)
Thornclawâgolden-brown tabby tom
Cloudtailâlong-haired white tom with blue eyes
Brightheartâwhite she-cat with ginger patches
Brackenfurâgolden-brown tabby tom
SHADOWCLAN
LEADERÂ Â Â Tigerstarâdark brown tabby tom
DEPUTYÂ Â Â Cloverfootâgray tabby she-cat
MEDICINE CATSÂ Â Â Puddleshineâbrown tom with white splotches
Shadowsightâgray tabby tom
WARRIORS
Tawnypeltâtortoiseshell she-cat with green eyes
Stonewingâwhite tom
Scorchfurâdark gray tom with slashed ears
Flaxfootâbrown tabby tom
Dovewingâpale gray she-cat with green eyes
Cinnamontailâbrown tabby she-cat with white paws
Snowbirdâpure white she-cat with green eyes
Yarrowleafâginger she-cat with yellow eyes
Grassheartâpale brown tabby she-cat
Whorlpeltâgray-and-white tom
Hopwhiskerâcalico she-cat
Apprentice, Quickpaw (ginger tabby tom)
Blazefireâwhite-and-ginger tom
Lightleapâbrown tabby she-cat
Flowerstemâsilver she-cat
Apprentice, Beechpaw (pale brown tom)
Snaketoothâhoney-colored tabby she-cat
Redcloudâreddish-brown tom
Slatefurâsleek gray tom
Apprentice, Poolpaw (white she-cat)
Pouncestepâgray tabby she-cat
Gullswoopâwhite she-cat
Spireclawâblack-and-white tom
Fringewhiskerâwhite she-cat with brown splotches
Sprucetipâsilver tabby and white she-cat
Bloompetalâblack she-cat
Firbarkâbrown tabby tom
Whisperbreezeâgray tom
Streamrippleâgray tabby she-cat
Hollowspringâblack tom
Sparrowtailâlarge brown tabby tom
ELDERS
Oakfurâsmall brown tom
SKYCLAN
LEADERÂ Â Â Leafstarâbrown-and-cream tabby she-cat with amber eyes
DEPUTYÂ Â Â Hawkwingâdark gray tom with yellow eyes
MEDICINE CATSÂ Â Â Frecklewishâmottled light brown tabby she-cat with spotted legs
Fidgetflakeâblack-and-white tom
MEDIATORÂ Â Â Treeâyellow tom with amber eyes
WARRIORS
Macgyverâblack-and-white tom
Dewspringâsturdy gray tom
Rootspringâyellow tom
Needleclawâblack-and-white she-cat
Plumwillowâdark gray she-cat
Sagenoseâpale gray tom
Harrybrookâgray tom
Cloudmistâwhite she-cat with yellow eyes
Turtlecrawlâtortoiseshell she-cat
Rabbitleapâbrown tom
Reedclawâsmall pale tabby she-cat
Beetleshineâwhite-and-black tabby tom
Mintfurâgray tabby she-cat with blue eyes
Nettlesplashâpale brown tom
Tinycloudâsmall white she-cat
Paleskyâblack-and-white she-cat
Violetshineâblack-and-white she-cat with yellow eyes
Bellaleafâpale orange she-cat with green eyes
Quailfeatherâwhite tom with crow-black ears
Pigeonfootâgray-and-white she-cat
Gravelnoseâtan tom
Apprentice, Robinpaw (a reddish-brown she-cat)
Sunnypeltâginger she-cat
Beestingâwhite-and-tabby she-cat
Nectarsongâbrown she-cat
Apprentice, Starlingpaw (black-and-white tom)
Ridgeglowâreddish she-cat with a white nose
Birchfeatherâlight brown tom
Blossomheartâginger-and-white she-cat
Duskshineâwhite tom with brown paws and ears
QUEENS
Wrenflightâgolden tabby she-cat (mother of Vinekit, a white tom with tan patches, and Conekit, a golden tabby tom with white paws)
ELDERS
Fallowfernâpale brown she-cat who has lost her hearing
Sparrowpeltâdark brown tabby tom
Cherrytailâfluffy tortoiseshell and white she-cat
WINDCLAN
LEADERÂ Â Â Harestarâbrown-and-white tom
DEPUTYÂ Â Â Crowfeatherâdark gray tom
MEDICINE CATSÂ Â Â Kestrelflightâmottled gray tom with white splotches like kestrel feathers
Whistlebreezeâgray tabby she-cat
WARRIORS
Brindlewingâmottled brown she-cat
Featherpeltâgray tabby she-cat
Leaftailâdark tabby tom with amber eyes
Woodsongâbrown she-cat
Emberfootâgray tom with two dark paws
Breezepeltâblack tom with amber eyes
Heathertailâlight brown tabby she-cat with blue eyes
Leafcurlâwhite she-cat with gray spots
Apprentice, Rustlepaw (white tom with a brown tail)
Crouchfootâginger tom
Grassfurâauburn she-cat
Branchleapâwhite tom
Songleapâtortoiseshell she-cat
Silkypodâlong-haired gray tom
Sedgewhiskerâlight brown tabby she-cat
Flutterfootâbrown-and-white tom
Slightfootâblack tom with white flash on his chest
Apprentice, Stretchpaw (brown tabby she-cat with white face markings)
Oatclawâpale brown tabby tom
Hootwhiskerâdark gray tom
Flufftailâfluffy pale brown tom
Larkwingâpale brown tabby she-cat
Brookrippleâblack-and-white tom
Stripeheartâgray tabby tom
Appleshineâyellow tabby she-cat
ELDERS
Whiskernoseâlight brown tom
Nightcloudâblack she-cat
RIVERCLAN
LEADERÂ Â Â Icestarâwhite she-cat with blue eyes
DEPUTYÂ Â Â Owlnoseâbrown tabby tom
MEDICINE CATSÂ Â Â Mothwingâdappled golden she-cat
Frostdawnâlight gray she-cat with blue eyes
WARRIORS
Duskfurâbrown tabby she-cat
Minnowtailâdark gray-and-white she-cat
Havenpeltâblack-and-white she-cat
Troutshineâbrown-and-white spotted tom
Mallownoseâlight brown tabby tom
Rapidsplashâgray-and-white she-cat
Podlightâgray-and-white tom
Shimmerpeltâsilver she-cat
Lizardtailâlight brown tom
Apprentice, Eelpaw (black tom)
Sneezecloudâgray-and-white tom
Brackenpeltâtortoiseshell she-cat
Mistpoolâtortoiseshell-and-white tabby she-cat
Apprentice, Heronpaw (silver she-cat)
Gorseclawâwhite tom with gray ears
Nightskyâdark gray she-cat with blue eyes
Grayskyâsilver tabby tom
Floatshimmerâtawny she-cat
ELDERS
Mosspeltâtortoiseshell-and-white she-cat
PROLOGUE
The sky above was a churned-up gray, promising the kind of rain that wouldnât stop for days. Monkeystar paused at the edge of the ditch that marked this corner of her territory and sniffed the air. The smells of leaf-bare in WarriorClanâs territory were all just as sheâd expect: the stinging scent of the nearby Thunderpaths, scattered bits of Twoleg rubbish, squirrels and pigeons and crows, the faint smell of rot as the leaves mulched into mud beneath their paws. And, obviously, the scent markings of WarriorClan. She trotted up to the next tree and renewed the markings herself, and as she did she felt a rush of pride.
This place is ours! We are a real Clan, a proud Clan, defending our territory, making sure everyone knows: This place is for WarriorClan!
She turned to the others, and her heart sank.
Far from walking the patrol route with their heads high and their ears pricked for danger, they were straggling. Fang, Bigteeth, and Buttercup had stopped to clean their paws. Petunia was staring up into a tree, and there was no sign of Darkpaw, Rustpaw, or Pricklepaw!
âWhere are the apprentices?â she asked, hurrying back to Petunia.
âUm . . .â Petunia looked around. âPricklepaw! Where have you gone now!â
There was a sound of giggling, and the three littermates tumbled back into view out of the undergrowth. One of them was dragging something behind themâa colorful bit of Twoleg garbage attached to a long string. âLook at what we found!â Rustpaw declared proudly, and twitched his orange head to make the scrap fly around. His dark gray sister Darkpaw let out a delighted laugh and jumped after it.
âWeâre not here looking for playthings!â said Monkeystar sternly. âThis is a patrol! Buttercup, Bigteeth! What are you doing, letting your apprentices wander off like this?â
âMonkeystar is right,â Fang agreed, stepping forward to look down at the apprentices. âMarking the border is serious business!â
Bigteeth and Buttercup did have the sense to look a little ashamed of themselves as they jumped up and hurried to join the others.
âBut patrol is so boring,â said Rustpaw.
âRustpaw, show some respect to your leader!â said Fang.
âHeâs not wrong, Monkeystar,â said Bigteeth. He cocked his head, his two oversized fangs sticking out from his lower jaw. âWhy do we do this every single day? Weâre the only Clan in the forest; we donât need to guard our borders as if thereâs going to be a dispute over prey.â
Maybe I was wrong to make him a mentor, Monkeystar thought. Sheâd hoped itâd make him feel a bit more invested in the Clan. But he still had a Twoleg nest to go back toâas did sheâso was he just teaching the new full-time Clan cats not to really value Clan life?
âWe love being in a Clan,â said Buttercup. âBut we donât have to do everything exactly like they did in the old days, do we?â
âWe donât really have enemies to fight,â said Darkpaw. âOr anything threatening our territory, or big evil cats trying to kill us all.â Her eyes glistened, as if being attacked by a big evil cat would really brighten her day.
âIt is a real Clan,â Monkeystar bristled. She straightened her tail in annoyance. âAnd there are real dangers! What about the foxes?â
âThey stay near the Twolegplace,â said Bigteeth. âThey stuff themselves from the Twoleg scraps; theyâre not interested in coming after usââ
âEven if thatâs true,â Monkeystar insisted, âthere could be rogue cats! And thereâs more to being a Clan than fighting. Thereâs . . . there are patterns. Like how one season follows another.â
All of them apart from Fang and Petunia gave her blank looks.
Monkeystar sat back on her haunches, thinking hard. How could she explain how she felt about it?
âLeaf-bare comes after leaf-fall,â she said slowly. âAnd then newleaf, and greenleaf, and then leaf-fall again. The seasons change, and the Clan changesâkits become apprentices, and then warriors. Cats join us or leave to spend their elder days in the Twoleg dens. Cats live and die, and join StarClan â
âDo you think StarClan is really real?â Pricklepaw piped up.
âI do.â Monkeystar licked her paw thoughtfully. âI remember when Graystripe came, and he showed us the Mothermouth, where the Moonstone was.â
âWhatâs the Moonstone?â asked Rustpaw.
âItâs . . .â Monkeystar hesitated. She had never actually seen it with her own eyes. âStarClan used to communicate with the old forest Clans there. Graystripe took me there, with Clawwhistle and Fang.â
âPetunia was able to communicate with Gremlinâs spirit there,â Buttercup pointed out. âBut she canât speak to StarClan like the medicine cats by the lake can.â
Monkeystar glanced at Petunia, wondering if sheâd be annoyed by this, but Petuniaâs expression remained cool, and she said nothing.
âBut I believe StarClan knows and loves us, just like the other Clans,â Monkeystar went on. âAnd whatâs more, I believe that one day they will reach out to us. The Moonstone was shattered by lightning when Graystripe was here, but maybe heâll come back, or another Clan cat will. Maybe weâll find our own way to talk to them one day. I canât tell you exactly why; I just think . . .â She sighed, looking into the faces of the three apprentices and the three older cats, seeing a mixture of skepticism, awe, and blank incomprehension. âI think we need to be ready.â
CHAPTER ONE
The sound of the monsters roared in Moonpawâs ears. She couldnât see the Thunderpath, but the noise and the smell of it were inescapable.
Moonpaw and Goldenpaw had been traveling over flat, open land for days. The ground was rock hard and frosty beneath their paws, the grass long at the edges of the field while, in the middle, churned earth lay in unnaturally straight rows. The Thunderpath ran beside the fields, somewhere behind a high bank of earth covered with bare trees and brown-leaved shrubs. The two young cats probably would have veered away from the monster-ridden path, except that, to Moonpawâs amazement, there were plenty of rabbits willing to make their burrows in that bank, despite the noise and the foul scents that never completely went away, even in the dead of night.
They hadnât gone hungry, and for now that was enough to keep them moving in the same direction.
And what direction is that? Moonpaw wondered. Where are we going?
Does it matter? retorted the voice in her head, the gleeful voice of her dead sister, Morningkit. Weâre going away! Away from all those cats who hate us, where it can be just you and me. Well, and him, I suppose. Moonpaw heard the disdainful sniff in her littermateâs voice and glanced over at Goldenpaw. He was pacing along beside her, occasionally sniffing the air, in companionable silence.
She knew the golden tabby tom couldnât hear Morningkitâs acerbic comments, but she still felt a flash of awkwardness and fear when Morningkit turned her attention on Goldenpaw.
Disdain was the furthest thing from what Moonpaw felt, in her own heart, when she looked at him. It almost felt silly, too simple, to describe it as love.
Heâd been her friend when she was just the weird, awkward apprentice who hid out in the medicine-cat den but didnât want to be a medicine cat. Heâd forgiven her when Morningkit had scratched himâusing Moonpawâs own clawsâin a fit of jealousy. Heâd stayed friends with her even when sheâd told him she was followed everywhere by the spirit of her dead littermate; heâd told her secret to Squirrelstar when he knew she needed help; and then, when sheâd finally given up on being a normal Clan cat and run away from ThunderClan, heâd followed her.
Heâd chosen her at every step. With a fizzy mixture of wild delight and utter astonishment, Moonpaw watched him arch his back and splay out his paws on the cold earth.
âMoonpaw?â Goldenpaw tilted his head, catching her watching him. âAre you okay? Do you need to rest for a little while?â
Ooooooh, Moonpaw, Morningkitâs voice immediately butted in. Are your poor delicate paws sore?
âIâm fine,â Moonpaw snapped. At the taken-aback look Goldenpaw gave her, she winced. âSorry. Iâm all right, really. Letâs keep moving for now.â Goldenpawâs eyes narrowed in understanding, and they walked on a few more paw steps.
I bet heâd just loooove to lick them all better, Morningkit whispered in Moonpawâs ear.
âShut up, Morningkit!â Moonpaw hissed.
âWhy, whatâs she saying now?â Goldenpaw rounded on her, aiming a mock-stern glare at the air beside Moonpawâs ear where he guessed Morningkit might be. âItâd better not be about my hunting technique again,â he said with a slight smile. Heâd picked the wrong ear, but Moonpaw appreciated the attempt to keep things light.
âShe was making fun of me,â Moonpaw told him.
Why donât you tell him what I really said? Morningkit snickered at the same time as Goldenpaw shook his head and said, âLeave your sister alone, Morningkit.â
Despite his gentle tone of voice, Moonpaw heard Morningkit sniff disdainfully again, and Moonpaw could hear her move from right next to Moonpaw to somewhere in front of herâ between her and Goldenpaw.
Iâm tolerating you, she said, because youâre nice to my sister, but no catâs going to tell me what to do!
Moonpaw sighed.
âWhat? What did she say?â Goldenpaw asked. âIâd always rather you just told me.â
âShe says she tolerates you because youâre nice, but you canât tell her what to do,â Moonpaw related, rolling her eyes a little.
âWell, I didnât mean anything by it,â Goldenpaw said. âTell her that, will you? Iâm only trying to look out for your sister, Morningkit.â
âHe says heâs only trying toââ
I can hear him, mouse-brain!
âAll right!â Moonpaw shook her head. âAll right. Letâs just walk quietly, okay? Please.â
âAll right,â said Goldenpaw.
He looked a little confused, but neither he nor Morningkit spoke again for a while as the sun rose weakly to its fullest leaf-bare height, barely peeking over the tallest trees on the horizon. The wind whipped up and whistled over the empty fields, stinging their faces and making their fur stand up on end. All the scents were mixed up: the smell of the Thunderpath, the cold churned earth, the rabbits and the cats themselves swirling chaotically back and forth. Rain passed over them in sudden bursts, blowing almost sideways across the field, shockingly cold on their whiskers and then gone again as soon as it had come.
âWe canât hunt in this,â Goldenpaw said at last. âIf the wind canât keep still, thereâs no way we can creep up on anything.â
âIâm not sure I could chase a rabbit in this anyway,â Moonpaw mewled. âI feel like if I tried to run right now, the wind would knock me right off my paws!â
âWe just have to press on,â Goldenpaw agreed.
Hey, whatâs that? Morningkit suddenly said.
âWhat? Where?â Moonpaw looked around, trying to guess what her sister had seen. Goldenpaw gave her a curious look. âMorningkit saw something,â Moonpaw explained. âWhat was it?â
Thereâs something glowing. I think the Thunderpath turns up aheadâ look.
She was right. Moonpaw squinted through a sheet of rain and saw that the high bank that had been to their right for more than a day suddenly took a turn to the left, cutting them off. More bare trees loomed around them, and as they drew closer, they started to see flashes of bright light from the eyes of the monsters that hurtled along the path.
âWhere do we go now?â Goldenpaw wondered. âDo we go left too, keep walking beside it? Can we get around it somehow?â
Moonpaw frowned. There was that question again. Where were they going? They needed to find somewhere they could make a home, somewhere with prey, shelter, safety.
âI donât want to end up looping back toward the lake,â she said slowly. âMaybe thereâs a way…â
She shivered. Last time she and Morningkit had encountered a Thunderpath, her sister had almost gotten her killed. But she was with Goldenpaw now, and she had left the Clans to make Morningkit happy. It would be different this time. Wouldnât it?
âLetâs climb up the bank and take a look,â Goldenpaw said. âWeâll be really careful.â
Moonpaw nodded.
They scrambled up through the thick bushes to the top of the slope, then climbed up into the branches of one of the biggest trees and looked out over the Thunderpath. The flashing lights and harsh scents blinded them for a moment, but then Moonpaw let out an awed, slightly frightened breath.
âItâs a Twolegplace,â she said. âI . . . suppose?â
âItâs not like the one we were in before,â Goldenpaw said.
The Twoleg dens theyâd seen had been a mixture of shapes and sizes, and there had been lots of them, all arranged around a tangle of small Thunderpaths. Here, the dens were all the same: massive, squat, and square. Moonpaw couldnât see windows or doors like the normal dens hadâeach one was a plain gray, though some of them had huge thin pieces of wood with bright colors on them stuck to their sides. There were . . . Moonpaw counted at least six of the huge dens, and there were probably more. Giant monsters swarmed around them, crawling along the Thunderpaths and sleeping in rows in fields of dusty, dirty stone.
âWhat do you suppose that is?â Moonpaw asked. The weak leaf-bare daylight was swiftly running out, and one Twoleg den stood out among the restâa smaller shape, still blocky and flat-looking, but with light spilling from large windows and a flame-red light glowing above the door. Even from here, Moonpaw could see that it was busy with Twolegs, who climbed out from the bellies of their monsters to enter the strange, glowing den.
âIt looks like it might have a crow-food pile,â Goldenpaw mused. âShall we go and have a look?â
âWe have to get across this Thunderpath first,â Moonpaw reminded him. âLetâs wait a little longer. Maybe thereâll be fewer monsters after dark.â
She was right, eventuallyâthe two cats huddled together in the crook of the tree, watching and waiting for their chance, and a while after sunset, the monster patrols did seem to become much less frequent. They eventually jumped down and descended the bank toward the edge of the Thunderpath. Moonpawâs heart was in her paws as they drew closer and closer to the acrid smell of burning and metal, but the path was dark and quiet.
âReady?â she asked Goldenpaw.
Goldenpaw stared into the darkness, eyes wide, and then nodded.
The Thunderpath felt gigantic now that they were right beside it, and Moonpaw shuddered as her paw struck the rough, jagged black dirt.
Finally! Morningkitâs voice suddenly spoke up in Moonpawâs head, just as she was setting her paws on the slightly raised white line that ran down the center of the Thunderpath. Iâve been waiting! You couldâve just crossed with me.
âNot without getting crushed,â Moonpaw muttered back through gritted teeth.
This would be a good place to do it, Morningkit went on. Youâd hardly know what hit you. Then you and I would be together. Weâd be free; you could go anywhere you wanted.
Moonpaw suppressed a huge shudder and checked over her shoulder, half afraid that her sister might have seen a monster coming, might be rooting for her to be killed right now. . . .
But there was nothing there. The Thunderpath was dark between the orangey pools of light from the tall fire boxes by the side of the path. She put her head down and made a run for it, dashing across the hard black surface to catch up with Goldenpaw, who was already clambering gratefully off the path and into a sparse and unnatural patch of dirt. A few small bay trees grew at weirdly regular intervals, and the ground was scattered with chunks of wet bark that smelled like they came from no real tree Moonpaw had ever seen. The two of them huddled there for a moment, catching their breath.
âWhat was that, back there? âWithout getting crushedâ?â Goldenpaw gave Moonpaw a concerned look. âWhat did she say to you?â
âOh, sheâs just being creepy,â Moonpaw said, her mood lightening now that they were past the big Thunderpath. âShe likes to remind me how much easier it is to be alive when youâre dead.â
Hey. Morningkit mewled. Quit making it sound stupid! Moonpaw felt a shove against her shoulder, and her body tensed, remembering the last time her sister had physically touched anythingâbut there was laughter in Morningkitâs voice. Moonpaw found herself chuckling back.
âCome on,â she said. âThose of us who have bellies need to fill them with something.â
There were more Thunderpaths to navigate, but they were much smaller on this side of the big black path, and the monsters moved much more slowly. Moonpaw and Goldenpaw hunkered down in the bark, their ears flat to their heads, and waited as a monster nearly the size of a Twoleg den rumbled past. Morningkit giggled in Moonpawâs head, and Moonpaw had the definite feeling her sister was running back and forth across the Thunderpath, under the six round paws of the monster.
They could no longer see the brightly lit Twoleg den, but even through the blinding stink of the monsters they could smell it. The scent was definitely Twoleg prey, and Moonpaw started to salivate as she followed her nose around the corner of one of the gray, featureless Twoleg dens and found herself looking up at the burning-red light. Despite the sounds of the Thunderpath, she heard Goldenpawâs stomach rumbling beside her.
âIt smells delicious,â he admitted with a slightly shame-faced dip of his head. âWhat is it?â
âTwoleg prey,â Moonpaw said, scenting the air. âI have no idea, but it smells amazing.â
The two cats slowly circled the den. There were Twolegs inside, their big clumsy shadows moving against the lighted windows, and monsters sleeping at the edge of the Thunderpath all around. Moonpawâs pelt twitched nervously as she slunk between the looming black paws of the monsters, trying not to imagine the danger they could be in. She smelled something coming from another of the bark-covered places. There was a box there, red like the light above the den. She nosed it open, drooling, and looked down with disappointment.
âItâs just bones,â she said as Goldenpaw hurried up beside her. She gave the bones a lick, and reeled as the taste hit her tongueâgreasy, salty, meaty, and delicious. Goldenpaw reached in and grabbed one in his jaws and tried to chew it, but there was only a tiny scrap of greasy flesh left, and the bone splintered when he crunched on it.
âItâs definitely some kind of bird.â Goldenpaw took another long sniff of the bones in the brightly colored box. âBut what? And what have they done to it . . . and why does it taste so good?â he added, with a slightly embarrassed purr.
âThere have to be more scraps around here somewhere,â Moonpaw said. âCome on, letâs keep looking.â
They reluctantly left the bird bones behind and kept circling the den, until Moonpaw saw Goldenpaw look around the next corner and turn back to her, his tail twitching with excitement. âThere!â he said, and broke into a happy run. Moonpaw scampered after him and saw it tooâa huge blue crow-food bin, as tall as a Twoleg, pushed up against the wall of the den.
The scent of the bird bones was all over it, and other smells too, intense and tasty prey-scents mixed with rot and decay.
âIâm going up,â Moonpaw said, eyeing the top of the bin and wiggling her hindquarters, sizing up the leap. She could make it. Whatever it was made of looked strangely flat and slippery, but if she could get her claws on it . . .
Moonpaw, look out! Morningkitâs yowl was urgent and came from the other side of the bin. Moonpaw froze, and just as she did, a door she hadnât noticed swung open. It banged loudly against the wall of the den, and a flood of light and sound and scent poured out, along with a pair of Twolegs. Their pelts were red, like the box and the light, their head-fur stuffed under coverings of the same color. They held huge, rustling black bags in their upper paws.
One of them looked right at Moonpaw and made a hissing, barking noise, waving its free paw.
Moonpaw turned tail and scrambled away.
âMoonpaw, here!â Goldenpaw hissed. She looked around and couldnât see him until she caught a glimpse of a pair of eyes shining in a dark pool of shadow. He was right underneath one of the monsters. With a glance back at the still-shouting Twoleg, she ran underneath and pressed herself to his side. âThey canât get under here,â Goldenpaw explained as Moonpaw looked up at the tangle of black and stinking metal over her head.
By the door, the Twoleg had stopped barking at them. It reached up and heaved open the blue crow-food bin. The pair of Twolegs kept making their strange mews and grunts to each other as they lifted the big black bags and tossed them in, and then they slammed the lid back onto the bin and turned to go back inside. One of them paused to look back before they closed the door, and then the lights and scents were gone and so were the Twolegs.
Moonpaw and Goldenpaw waited a few moments longer, huddled together under the belly of the sleeping monster. Then she glanced at him, her ears pricking up. She wondered if heâd say they should move on, that it was too riskyâbut Goldenpawâs expression was determined.
âThereâs good prey here,â he said. âThereâs got to be a way to get it.â
She nodded her agreement and sidled out from between the monsterâs paws, ears swiveling as she listened for any sign of more sudden Twolegs.
âIâm going to go up there,â she said again, eyeing the blue bin. She was a little less confident now that sheâd seen the Twoleg open it and heard the heavy thunk as the lid had slammed back down, but she had to try.
She launched herself up and onto the top of the bin easily enough. Her paws slipped for a moment on the smooth surface, but she regained her balance and hunkered on top of the bin. She sniffed around for an opening, a way in, but though the scent of Twoleg food was strong, the lid was very firmly shut. âThereâs got to be a way,â she muttered. There was a shape to the lid, a gap where the Twoleg had put its hand to push it open. Maybe she could do the same with her head. She wedged her nose underneath the gap and tried to give it a shove, but the lid was heavy, and Moonpaw couldnât get a good enough grip on the smooth surface of the bin.
Push! Morningkit cheered. You can do it!
âI appreciate it,â panted Moonpaw, pulling her head out of the gap and shaking it, âbut I think I canât.â
Pfft. Let me try, then.
To Moonpawâs amazement, there was an ever-so-slight shift in the position of the crow-food bin lid. A tiny scraping and squeaking sound came from it, and then it settled back, and there was silence.
âWell?â Moonpaw asked, feeling cheeky. âWhen are you going to try to lift it?â
Shut up, said Morningkit.
âMaybe if we both try together?â Goldenpaw called down from below.
âI donât know if thereâs room,â Moonpaw began, but too lateâhe had jumped up to join her.
âOh, I see.â Goldenpaw sniffed around the gap, and the tiny ledge of bin they would have to stand on to push it open. âWell, what if we…â He looked around, his tail lashing thoughtfully. âWe couldnât push the whole thing over, could we?â
âItâs huge,â said Moonpaw. âAnd full of Twoleg scraps. Thereâs no way.â
âAll right,â said Goldenpaw. His face creased in thought. âWell… they have to empty it sometime, right? What if we wait till then…â
Moonpaw watched him think, her heart warming despite the sinking feeling that they would never be able to get the bin open. He wasnât done trying; she could see it in his eyes.
âMaybe,â she began.
Then the door into the den opened again.
Moonpaw and Goldenpaw both flattened themselves to the lid of the bin. Moonpawâs heart pounded as she looked from the light of the doorway down to the ground. Should they run? Maybe if they froze, the Twolegs wouldnât see them. . . .
The Twoleg that emerged from the den was one of the pair from before, Moonpaw thought. As Moonpaw watched, hunkered against the lid, it took the red pelt off its head and let its head-fur puff out from underneath. It looked around, and then its gaze landed on Moonpaw, and its eyes widened. It gasped, and it made a series of small soundsânothing like the hissing and hollering the other Twoleg had made. These were soft, cooing noises.
Moonpaw had hardly ever seen a Twoleg before, and never this close up, and certainly never eye to eye like this. Now that she had more time to look, she could tell this was a Twoleg female. Her eyes seemed huge and dark this close up, and there were thick black markings around them. Was that normal?
The Twoleg took a step closer to the crow-food bin, made a soft sucking sound with her mouth, and held out her hand. Moonpaw twitched, but the Twoleg didnât seem to be making a grab for her or doing anything at allâjust holding her paw out in their direction.
Is she . . . offering herself to be sniffed? Moonpaw wondered.
The Twoleg seemed as amazed by Moonpaw as she was by her, and she realized with a jolt that Twolegs probably hadnât seen many cats with faces like hers either. She crept backward until her paws met the very edge of the bin, wishing she could disappear.
The Twoleg made another soft noise, and then suddenly went back inside the den, but didnât close the door. Moonpaw cast a nervous glance at Goldenpaw, who seemed equally frozen by the strange experience of seeing a Twoleg so close.
Then, just a moment later, the Twoleg was back holding something in her paws. It was a small metal bowl, and the smell that wafted from it was amazing. Inside, Moonpaw thought she could see chunks of something, probably meat, probably more of the bird meat theyâd scented on the box of bones. . . .
The Twoleg placed the bowl down beside the scrapcan and then backed away. She folded herself up and sat down on her haunches on the step up to the inside of the den, in the open doorway.
âSheâs watching us,â Goldenpaw whispered. âI think she wants to know if weâre going to eat the food.â
âAre we?â Moonpaw asked. It was tough to even get the words out, her mouth was so busy drooling over the fantastic smells rising from the bowl.
For a long moment, neither of them moved.
Can we really do this? Moonpaw thought. Accept food from the paws of a Twoleg? Is it really delicious enough to act like a kittypet? What would the Clan say?
For a moment, she tried to imagine her friend Brambleclaw looking down from StarClan and waiting to see what she would do. Heâd been a leader, a warrior, a proud ThunderClan cat. Surely heâd tell her to run and not look back?
But he would also understand, she thought. He knew about Morningkit. Heâd know why we canât go back.
âIâm going down there,â said Moonpaw, and she saw Goldenpawâs tense muscles relax as he let out a huge sigh of relief.
âMe too,â he said with feeling, and jumped down from the scrapcan to the hard stone floor.
The food in the bowl was as delicious, as juicy and warm and salty as Moonpaw could have dreamed. Whatever the Twolegs had done to this food, it was good. They ate quickly, casting nervous looks at the Twoleg in the doorway.
You two are pathetic, Morningkit sniffed.
âMorningkit thinks weâre pathetic,â Moonpaw translated through a mouthful of prey. âWell, I think youâre the reason weâre rogues now, so you donât get to criticize.â
Morningkit humphed to herself but said nothing else.
Moonpaw and Goldenpaw lay in a patch of sunlight, in the tiny den they had made for themselves beneath an evergreen bush behind the brightly colored Twoleg dwelling. Moonpaw felt comfortable and happy, which was strangeâthe smells and the sounds of the Thunderpath and the monsters roaring in and out of the Twolegplace hadnât changed. She guessed sheâd just gotten used to them. They had only been here a few days, but already she found she could see the patterns in their movements. There was always a lot of activity at the beginning and middle of the day. The really big monsters slept in the open field at night, and the smaller ones came and went and were mostly gone by sundown.
The kind Twoleg had fed them every night, and every night she held out a hand for the cats to sniff, and every night so far Moonpaw and Goldenpaw had kept their distanceâexcept for last night. Moonpaw had finally gone close enough to smell her, and had been surprised to realize she could smell other cats on the Twolegâs skin, alongside the scents of Twoleg prey and a flowery, acidic smell that made Moonpaw sneeze. The Twoleg must have kittypets at her den. Perhaps that was why she was kind to a pair of rogues. Perhaps some Twolegs just liked cats, no matter where they met them.
It was embarrassing, relying on a Twoleg, but if the choice was between a loss of dignity and an empty stomach, Moonpaw was pretty happy with the choice sheâd made.
The Twoleg would be back after sundown, so until then, the two cats lay in their small space, Moonpaw with her back to the den wall, with Goldenpaw lying beside her, like they always did now. It had started in the den back in ThunderClan, and theyâd just kept doing it. This way, Goldenpaw would know if Morningkit decided to take Moonpawâs body for a walk in the nightâthough since theyâd left the Clans and were out on their own, nothing like that had happened. Moonpaw guessed that meant that Morningkit was happier.
The sun was setting now, and a chilly shadow fell over them as it sank behind the huge, squat Twoleg dens. Goldenpaw gave a small shudder and turned over, resting his chin on Moonpawâs leg. Moonpaw felt a flush of happiness at this closeness with him, before she realized that he had let out a big sigh.
âSomething wrong?â she asked.
âOhâno, Iâm fine,â purred Goldenpaw.
Moonpaw nudged his ear with her nose. âCome on, tell me.â
âNo, really, itâs nothing,â Goldenpaw insisted.
Moonpaw hesitated. She could guess what he didnât want to say. Should she just let him feel his feelings privately, or should she keep prodding him? She wriggled around so she could reach to lick the top of his head, and he made a pleased mrrrp noise.
âI was just thinking,â he said eventually. âWhat do you think Shinepawâs warrior name will be?â
Moonpaw took a deep breath, feeling a stab of grief at the mention of her friend, Goldenpawâs sister. Neither of them had said goodbye to Shinepaw or any of the ThunderClan cats, and the homesickness was like an aching cut in her paw sometimes. âSheâll be having her warrior assessment soon,â she said. Realization struck her. âAnd you would be too.â
âMaybe something like Shinepelt,â Goldenpaw speculated. âOr maybe Shineshadow? Does that sound silly?â
âI like it,â mewed Moonpaw. âGoldenpaw, Iâm sorry we canât be there.â
âItâs okay,â said Goldenpaw. âItâs just, weâve been gone nearly a moon, and I miss her. I miss the Clan. But Iâd rather be here with you.â
Moonpaw gave him another lick on his head, grateful that heâd say so, even if he didnât always feel it.
In the quiet that fell between them, there was suddenly a small noise that made both their ears prick up. A scratching, scuttling sound, nothing like the paw steps of a Twoleg or the roar of a monster. Goldenpaw rolled silently onto his belly and peered under the branches of the shrub.
âI think itâs a mouse!â he whispered.
Moonpaw purred. âLetâs hunt!â she said. âItâll be good to feel like a real warrior again!â
The scent was hard to pick up under the constant stink of the Thunderpaths and the Twoleg prey, but on the other paw, the mouse had obviously failed to scent them too: They poked their noses out from their little den into the stone space behind the Twoleg den and watched, eyes wide and tails stiff with anticipation. Sure enough, the mouse was sniffing around the crow-food bin, oblivious to the cats watching it with drooling jaws.
âThereâs no cover,â Goldenpaw muttered. âWeâre going to have to pounce. You go for it from here; Iâll circle around just in case.â
His confidence in her made Moonpawâs heart warm. He crept off through the strange bark, his paw steps soft and cautious, and she kept her eyes firmly on the mouse, gathered all her strength, and burst from her hiding place as fast as she could run.
But although back in the forest she would have made it to the mouse, pinned it, and killed it in a silent heartbeat, she found that her paws striking the stone ground sounded like thunder. Even as she approached the mouse at a dead sprint, she saw it look up, give a horrified squeak, and dart away faster than she could keep up.
âGoldenpaw!â she yowled. âCatch it!â
âGot it!â
The mouse realized it was running right into his paws and made a desperate attempt to evade him, but Goldenpaw was faster, and he leaped, grabbed the mouse by the neck, and gave it a hard shake. The little creature went limp, and Moonpaw let out a happy yowl.
âThank you, StarClan, for this prey!â Goldenpaw mewed. Moonpaw ran up to him and rubbed her head and her whole body around his, twining their tails together.
There was a noise from behind them, and Moonpaw and Goldenpaw both jumped, hunkering down over their prey.
The door to the Twoleg den had opened without them noticing, and the friendly Twoleg stood there with another Twoleg beside her.
The second one was not the other red-pelted Twoleg who had yelled at them, but a third one, a male they had seen one time before. He was much taller, with scraggly-looking brown fur on the bottom of his face as well as the top. He didnât have the red pelt over his bodyâMoonpaw had realized that the kind Twoleg took hers off at the end of every dayâbut theyâd never seen this Twoleg male wearing one.
The two Twolegs were chattering to each other in low voices, and the bigger Twoleg put his arm around the smaller one. Moonpaw couldnât tell what they were thinking from their strange, flat faces, but they kept looking at the cats and looking at their mouse and murmuring things to each other. For a moment, Moonpaw tensed, wondering if they were going to try to take the mouse away. But neither Twoleg moved toward them, and after a moment they stepped back into the den and closed the door.
Moonpaw. Hey, are you awake?
Moonpaw stirred. She was awakeâwell, mostly. Goldenpaw had headed off to make dirt and Moonpaw had just shut her eyes for a second. Now she sat up, shaking herself, and looked around, even though there was little point because she wouldnât see her sister there.
âIâm here,â she said. âMorningkit?â
It had been days since sheâd heard her sisterâs voice, and it was a bit of a surprise to hear it now when nothing much was happening.
Iâve been exploring, Morningkit told her. This place is so weird. She sounded delighted by it. The Thunderpaths are such a tangle, and there are more fields on the other side. I even snuck into one of the other Twoleg dens. It was full of Twoleg pelts, just hanging there! And I saw trees on the other side of the Thunderpath, and a horseplace, but I didnât get that far.
âItâs all right for you,â Moonpaw said lightly. âYouâre not really here; you donât have to dodge monsters to cross the Thunderpath.â
There was a moment of silence, and Moonpaw wondered if Morningkit had returned just to tell her all about her exploration and then run off againâbut after a moment a small voice said:
Not really here?
âOh, Morningkit.â Moonpaw sat up, her fur prickling with guilt. âI didnât mean that. I didnât mean anything by it.â
Morningkit didnât respond. Moonpaw caught Goldenpawâs scent and trailed off, intensely aware of the awkwardness of pleading for forgiveness from the empty air and also desperate to reassure her sister. . . .
A movement in the corner of her eye caught her attention and she looked over to see Goldenpaw jumping up onto a low metal wall that lined the Thunderpath. He would normally have jumped right over to join her, but he hesitated. His whiskers twitched, and he turned his head, sniffing. Instead of jumping down, he prowled along the top of the wall, carefully placing his paws.
âIt looks like heâs scented prey,â Moonpaw explained to Morningkit, getting up as she tracked his progress around the corner of the Twoleg den. He was almost out of sight. âI have to go; he might need help. I promise I didnât mean . . .â
Morningkit didnât answer.
âI have to . . . ,â Moonpaw said. âIâll be back.â Her sister still said nothing.
With a mewl of frustration, Moonpaw crept out from beneath the bush and hurried after Goldenpaw. Heâd gone around the corner now, and she slowed as she approached, worried she might spook some mouse or other kind of prey.
Moonpaw, be careful, Morningkit suddenly said. A shiver ran down Moonpawâs back, and she sped up again. Around the corner, at first she didnât see Goldenpaw at all. Then she realized what she was seeing: a black box with a silver fence at one end, and a golden tabby blur inside it.
âGoldenpaw!â Moonpaw yowled, scrambling across the stone and clawing at the fence. She clamped her jaws around the silver and pulled, but it barely budged.
âThere was prey,â Goldenpaw whimpered. âIâm sorry, Moonpawâthere was prey and I thought . . .â
âItâs okay,â Moonpaw told him. âIâm going to get you out of here. Thereâs got to be a way.â She hauled at the fence once more, but it wouldnât move. Frantically, she sniffed all around the box. She could smell Goldenpaw and the prey that had been inside and a smell that reminded her of the monsters. She clawed at the edges of the thing, stuck her nose into tiny holes, looking for anything she could rip or tear apart, but she kept on hitting nothing but hard, shiny surfaces. Then there was a hole! It was big enough for her to get inside, and she could see Goldenpaw through itâperhaps she could get to him and pull him back out?
âGoldenpaw, this way!â she yowled, and darted inside.
But when Goldenpaw turned, his face pressed up against an invisible wall between them, and there was a hollow thud and a click.
Moonpaw turned, slowly, to see the silver fence that had come down behind her, trapping her inside.
âMoonpaw, no,â Goldenpaw mewed sadly. âNot you too!â
Loud, hurried paw steps crossed the stone, coming closer and closer. Moonpaw crouched low to the hard floor of the box and pressed herself to the invisible barrier between her and Goldenpaw as a Twoleg made its way over to them, bent down, and hooked its massive paws around part of the box and lifted it into the air. Moonpaw and Goldenpaw both let out mews of terror as the box swung around and began to drift through the air, held in the Twolegâs mighty paw.
âPut us down!â Moonpaw yowled. The Twoleg made a soft noise in return, but he did not put them down.
Let my sister go! Morningkitâs voice yowled from somewhere down on the ground. Or youâll regret it!
Moonpaw squinted up through one of the small slits in the box and made out the shape of a long Twoleg face with fur on the top and on the bottom. It was the male, the friend or mate of the kind Twoleg whoâd been feeding them.
Through the barrier, her eyes met Goldenpawâs, and they tried to huddle close to each other, feeling the tiniest scrap of heat from each otherâs pelts as they were carried off.
Where was he taking them?
CHAPTER TWO
It was a relief to leave the Twolegplace behind and let herself be swallowed up by the long grass of the open fields. Tawnypelt and her group of questing cats hadnât ventured between the dens, but even circling the Twolegplace had brought them too close to the Thunderpaths and kittypets for Tawnypeltâs comfort.
This is all because of them. The Twolegs trample all over the world and never think about what other creatures might have been using it.
She knew not all Twolegs were evil, but in some ways that made it worse. The sheer lack of care, lack of awareness, that it took to pave over the paw prints of her ancestors and drive StarClan from the Moonpoolâit made her hiss when she thought about it too hard.
There was no sensible way to approach the gorge without passing the Twolegplace, though, at least according to Leafstar. The elder SkyClan leaderâor soon to be ex-leaderâhad navigated them back to her old territory, to the place she had once called home. Even when her paws had faltered from tiredness and sheâd had to lean on her son Harrybrook or the SkyClan medicine cat Frecklewish, sheâd never seemed anything less than unwaveringly certain of their direction.
The slanting leaf-bare sun had cast their shadows a long way as they crossed the grasslands, without warming them one bit. When theyâd reached the small forest on the other side, the relief of being out of the icy winds had been balanced by an eerie feeling of walking into a small patch of nighttime in the middle of the day.
âWeâre almost there now,â said Leafstar. âIn fact, weâve just crossed over the old border.â
Tawnypelt looked around at the close-packed trees. There were no landmarks that she could see, but she supposed if Leafstar had patrolled and marked this territory enough in her youth, those memories would likely never leave her.
âItâs about time,â muttered Breezepelt. The WindClan warrior shivered. âThe airâs clawing my throat every time I breathe. Were leaf-bares this cold when we were young?â
Tawnypelt heard both Brightheart and Leafstar give snorts of agreement to this statement, while the younger catsâ Frecklewish and Harrybrook, and the RiverClan medicine cat Frostdawnâlooked perplexed.
We wouldnât have been quite so cold if we hadnât put this journey off so long, she thought, a hot flash of annoyance warming her under her fur.
They had all agreed, all five Clans, that they must make the journey to the gorge, to see if SkyClanâs Whispering Cave could still connect them to StarClan. The Moonpool was lost to them, turned from a spiritual sanctuary into a simple pond by the Twolegsâ reckless interference. Every cat agreed that it was worth finding out if the Whispering Cave still held the spirits of their ancestorsâeven Tigerstar, once heâd accepted that the threat was real and the Twolegs were going nowhere. And then…. delays. So many delays. Of course Tawnypelt wanted the elders whoâd volunteered to be healthy and strong for the journey, and of course Brightheartâs brief attack of whitecough had been worrying. She was glad the ThunderClan elder had made a full recovery. But it had cost them precious time, and now all of them were at risk of freezing. And if it was all for nothing, if they didnât find anything to point them toward a solution . . .
âLook,â said Leafstar. She suddenly broke into a flat sprint, leaving the others mewing in her wake. Tawnypelt ran after her while the others were still hesitating, and nose-to-tail they sprinted across the thinning forest floor. The darkness of the forest began to break up, and Tawnypelt realized they were coming to the tree line. She saw nothing but pale sky beyond.
Suddenly Leafstar skidded to a halt.
âStep carefully, Tawnypelt,â she panted, looking back. âThese trees have spread since my day. Theyâve grown right up to the edge.â
âThe edge ?â Tawnypelt began, and a moment later she reached the last tree and stopped abruptly. She was looking down over a sheer drop onto bare rock. She let out a small yelp and crouched back, low to the ground.
Leafstar raised her head and closed her eyes, took a breath of the icy air that suddenly whipped around them, and laughed at her.
âNot afraid of heights, are you, Tawnypelt?â
âAbsolutely not,â Tawnypelt mewed back. âBut this place is . . .â She managed to get back up and moved to Leafstarâs side.
The edges of the rocks glowed red under the sinking sun of leaf-bare, and the shadows were deep and black. Patches of greenery grew out between the cracks in the rocks, and birds nested on the high ledges, but compared to the forest and the lake, the place seemed barren and empty. Down at the very bottom of the gorge, a wandering line of gray water flowed in between the rocks.
She had understood, of course, what a gorge was. She knew there were cliffs and rocks and a river. But it had been seasons since Tawnypelt had seen the gorge between WindClan and ThunderClan in the old forest, and the scale of this place made Tawnypelt feel very small all of a sudden.
The forest territories arenât that far from here, she thought. But no cat from the Clans ever came this wayâuntil they did. We didnât know there could be a place like this. When I was a warrior in the forest, this place was here, home to a whole Clan nobody knew about. They followed the code, they were connected to StarClan, but we knew nothing of our kin over the horizon.
What other wonders are hiding just outside the boundaries of the world we know?
âThereâs the Skyrock.â Leafstar leaned overâperilously far, to Tawnypeltâs eyesâand looked along the top of the gorge to where a large, flat rock was perched, sticking out of a patch of small trees and new growth to their right. âWeâre just about above where the dens were. The Whispering Cave is over there.â She nodded across to the opposite side, where the rocks rose back up in a tumble of red and gray. Tawnypelt strained her eyes but couldnât see which of the shadowy clefts in the cliff side Leafstar might be talking about.
Tawnypelt couldnât help wondering if Leafstar was thinking about her own life and legacy in SkyClan. If they did find StarClan in the Whispering Cave, that could mean Leafstarâs time as leader was over. Her Clan had voted to pass the leadership to Hawkwing, and the only reason she hadnât become Leafdapple once again and retired to the eldersâ den was because they hadnât been able to reach StarClan.
She looked back to Leafstar and saw that her eyes were large and liquid with emotion, her pupils huge, as if she was trying to take it all in as fast as she could. Her jaws hung open, and her quick breath rattled slightly in her chest.
It wasnât just the dash to the edge of the forest that had exhausted her. Leafstar had been weaker every day since theyâd left the lake. Tawnypelt winced, watching her.
Should we have brought her? She desperately wanted to come back to the gorge, but we could have found it without her… what if sheâs not strong enough for this?
But Leafstarâs breathing gradually calmed, and the rattling sound faded to a background wheeze.
âItâs all still here,â she said, under her breath. âAnd Iâm here, at last. I made it.â
Tawnypelt relaxed. We couldnât have left her behind. She needed to come hereâone last time.
âLeafstar,â said Frecklewish, hurrying up beside her leader. âAre you all right? Letâs take a break, okay?â She peered into Leafstarâs cream-and-brown face, seemingly searching for something, though Tawnypelt couldnât quite tell what. Harrybrook was right behind her, scurrying to his motherâs side and offering his shoulder for her to lean against, but Leafstar imperiously ignored both her son and her medicine cat.
âWe should be careful on our way down,â she announced. âThe path was often treacherous, even when it was trodden by cats every day. We SkyClan cats should act as if weâve never been here before,â she added to Harrybrook and Frecklewish. âThereâs no telling what might have changed since we were last hereâor what might be living in our abandoned dens.â
It was a sobering thought, and the cats duly fell into a cautious single file as they picked their way down the side of the gorge, following the lines of ridges and leaping over gaps where rocks had fallen away. Harrybrook muscled his way in front of his mother to lead the way down, and Tawnypelt couldnât help feeling relievedâLeafstarâs vision had been fading, she knew, though she wasnât sure how bad it had become.
âHereâs the warriorsâ den,â Harrybrook said, sniffing at a dark cave entrance. âIt looks empty.â The cats all gathered around, cautiously peering inside. As her eyes adjusted to the dim light, Tawnypelt saw the faint pattern of scratches on the sandy walls, and a small pile of shriveled and dry leaves that might once have been part of a nest. The scent of cats was still on the air, though it was very, very stale.
âThis is where Hawkwing found the cats who stayed behind,â said Frecklewish. âBut I donât think any other creatureâs been here since then.â
If StarClan could still come to the Whispering Cave, would there be cats living here? Tawnypelt wondered. There was no way to be sure, but she didnât feel full of confidence as their group continued down the uneven path toward the bottom of the gorge. They passed the eldersâ den, and the leaderâs, where Leafstar hesitated for a long moment.
âThis is so strange,â Frecklewish muttered. âLook, thereâs the medicine catsâ den. And the flat stone that caught the morning sun…â
âCareful,â said Harrybrook. âItâs very wobbly here; roots have grown under the path. But I think we can jump down to the river from here.â He cast a look at his mother, who gave him a firm nod.
âSkyClan elders jump and climb better than other Clansâ warriors,â she said. âWatch.â
She walked to the edge of the lip they were standing on, eyed the distance to the riverbed, and then delicately ran down the side of the cliff in a few small leaps. She stumbled a little at the bottom, and for a moment Tawnypeltâs heart froze as she thought Leafstar might fall into the water, but the SkyClan leader recovered and sat down, looking around as if nothing had happened.
The other cats followed her down. Frecklewish tried to check on Leafstar, who brushed her off with a twitch of her tail, and she shook her head.
âThe Whispering Cave is just over the river,â Leafstar said. âYou can cross over those rocks.â
Frecklewish exchanged a look with Frostdawn. âWe should go,â she said. âTawnypelt, I feel like you should come with us.â
Tawnypelt started with surprise. âAre you sure? Iâm no medicine cat.â
âStarClan sent their message to you,â Frostdawn pointed out. âI think they would want you there.â
âI would be honored to be there,â said Tawnypelt, dipping her head to the two medicine cats.
They left the others soaking up what little sunlight they could beside the cold river and followed the flow upstream until they found the tumbled rocks where the water bubbled out from between the stones. Frecklewish led the way, and Frostdawn and Tawnypelt walked in her paw steps as she picked her way toward a dark opening in the stones.
âHere,â Frecklewish said, her voice suddenly echoing. âThe Whispering Cave.â
Tawnypelt held her breath as she poked her head inside. The chilly air turned freezing inside the cave. The water that trickled over her paws was terribly cold, but there was moss growing on the floor and the walls . . .
Tawnypelt gasped as she stepped deeper into the cave. The moss on the walls was glowing, giving off a soft green-blue light. And there was a whispering sound, tooâthe wind passing across the mouth of the cave and the water dripping and dribbling across the rocks made a soft, persistent whooshing. The entire effect was eerie, and Tawnypeltâs skin prickled beneath her pelt.
Frecklewish made a quiet, sad sound.
âThere was so much more of the moss, before . . . ,â she muttered.
âLook, Frecklewish. Are those claw marks?â Frostdawn walked up to the cave wall and sniffed at it.
âSome cat tore it down,â Frecklewish said, sounding heartbroken. âIâd bet it was Darktail. It looks like some of itâs grown back, but itâs not the way it was.â
âI smell other creatures,â Frostdawn added. âCat and fox, maybe rabbit? Nothing very recent, though.â
âDo you feel anything?â Tawnypelt asked, listening to the soft dripping of the water, watching the faces of the two medicine cats closely.
Frecklewish and Frostdawn exchanged a look that felt like a stone being dropped into Tawnypeltâs stomach.
âWe should meditate,â Frostdawn said.
Tawnypelt sat down on a soft patch of moss and watched as the two medicine cats stood in the center of the cave, their eyes losing focus and finally closing as they reached out to StarClan.
Tawnypelt couldnât quite imagine how that felt. This wasnât how her message had reached herâshe had almost died, and sheâd found herself in StarClan, where Bluestar had spoken to her as if she were really there.
She found herself trying to breathe as softly as possible, trying not to disturb the medicine cats. There was a long moment of silence, apart from the quiet noises of the Whispering Cave.
Then Frecklewish opened her eyes. âIâm sorry, Tawnypelt.â
Frostdawn shook herself. âNothing. But, Tawnypelt, maybe itâs just that StarClan doesnât want a nonâmedicine cat here after all? Why donât you head back to the others, and weâll keep trying.â
Tawnypelt nodded and got up. She tried to keep her steps light as she walked out of the cave, but as soon as she had left their sight, her face fell.
Itâs not going to work, she thought. From outside the cave, she could see down the twisting path of the river to the others: Leafstar and Harrybrook sitting close beside each other, Breezepelt and Brightheart exploring the gorge nearby. How do I tell them? Weâve come all this way for nothing.
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Night was falling by the time the medicine cats emerged, and Tawnypelt could see from the moment they stepped out of the cave that it was bad news.
All five of the other cats were huddling together at the edge of the old medicine-cat den, sheltering from the chilly wind that howled down the gorge. Tawnypelt watched as the two medicine cats walked down toward them, their paws heavy. After an achingly long time, they reached the others.
âNothing,â said Frecklewish.
âWe tried everything,â said Frostdawn. âBut we didnât feel StarClanâs presence in the cave. Iâm sorry.â
âItâs not your fault,â said Brightheart kindly. âIt was worth trying.â
There was an awkward silence.
âIt was, Tawnypelt,â Brightheart said more firmly.
âWe should get back,â Tawnypelt said. âWeâve left the Clans without a connection to StarClan, without a plan. We should get back and let them know it didnât work.â
âTonight?â Breezepelt peered at the darkening sky. âNow?â
Tawnypeltâs paws felt full of energy. She opened her mouth to say that yes, they should at least make a start on the journey back, when Leafstar spoke up.
âNo. Not tonight,â she said. There was a leaderâs confidence in her voice. âBrightheart is tired, and so are you, Tawnypelt, even if you donât feel it right now. We donât want to climb out of the gorge in the dark, and we wonât find better shelter than this after we do. We stay here for tonight.â
Tawnypelt stood up and shook herself from head to tail. âThen Iâll go on a hunt,â she said. âHarrybrook, Breezepelt, will you join me?â
The two toms got up and stretched.
âI know where the squirrels used to nest in the old days,â Harrybrook said. âWe can start there.â
Their hunt was swift in the endânot only were there still squirrels in the high caverns on the other side of the gorge, but theyâd grown much less wary over generations of living without cats regularly hunting them. The warriorsâ jaws laden with a squirrel for each cat, they made their way back and shared prey and tongues with the rest of the group.
âIt must have been tough,â Tawnypelt said to Harrybrook. âLiving in the gorge, I mean. There arenât many places for prey to hide, not much shelter it must have been sweltering in greenleaf, as well as freezing in leaf-bare.â
Harrybrook shook out his long gray fur and gave her a thoughtful look. âI donât remember feeling that it was particularly hard,â he said. âAt least until we had to leave. It was a good place to live. For a while.â
Tawnypelt couldnât help feeling there was quite a bit of Clan pride behind that answer.
Still, I suppose a Clan can get used to anything, if they have to. And Leafstar seems genuinely nostalgic for the place. . . .
Where was Leafstar? She had quietly slipped out after theyâd eaten their squirrelsâto make dirt, Tawnypelt had assumed at the time, but she wasnât back yet. Looking around, she realized that Frecklewish was gone too.
With a strange, sinking feeling, Tawnypelt stepped outside the medicine catsâ den and looked into the starlit gorge.
Leafstar and Frecklewish were sitting together, sharing tongues. Tawnypelt couldnât make out their words, but there was an urgent, hissing quality to their voices that she didnât much like. She carefully picked her way across the dark rocks, trying not to either startle them or look like she was creeping up to listen in.
âTawnypelt,â Leafstar acknowledged, with a nod.
âWhatâs wrong?â Tawnypelt asked.
Leafstar let out a slight snort of laughter. âFrecklewish is fussing over me, thatâs all,â she said. âShe is convinced this quest is going to be the death of me.â
Tawnypelt looked up at the clear sky and shivered. âGood thing you have more than one life, then,â she said.
Neither of the two SkyClan cats answered, and Tawnypelt looked back down, her eyes narrowing. She turned her gaze from Leafstar, who seemed to be stubbornly studying her paws, to Frecklewish, whose ears were pinned back and her tail low.
âAre you on your last life, Leafstar?â Tawnypelt asked.
Neither of them answered for another long moment.
âA leaderâs lives donât prevent her from aging,â Frecklewish finally said. âWhen a leaderâs time in the living world comes to an end, it doesnât matter how many lives she has left.â
Tawnypelt stared at Leafstar, who sighed and curled her tail around her paws before looking up and meeting Tawnypeltâs eyes with a determined stare.
âI have not been completely honest with you, Tawnypelt,â she said. Her throat sounded dry. âI lost a life on our way here.â
âWhat? How?â Tawnypelt gasped.
âI died in my sleep.â To Tawnypeltâs shock, Leafstar actually seemed to find this funny. âQuietly and peacefully. I came back, thank StarClan. I woke up before any other cat was stirring.â
Frecklewish shook her head. âIâm just glad you told me,â she said. âI probably never would have guessed, though I knew something was wrong.â
âIt seemed irresponsible not to tell my medicine cat that I had died,â Leafstar said, her flat delivery undercut once more by the glint of humor in her eyes. Frecklewish rolled her eyes.
âBut wait.â A thought dawned on Tawnypelt. âIf you died, did you go to StarClan? Did you see them?â
âI did,â said Leafstar. âThey are still there. Still waiting for us to find a way to share tongues with them again. The eternal hunting grounds are as green and beautiful as ever.â She let out a slightly wistful sigh. âIâve glimpsed them a few times. I will not be too sad to spend the rest of eternity there, with my Billystorm.â
âDid they have anything to say about our quest?â Tawnypelt pressed.
Leafstar hesitated again, and Tawnypelt felt a flash of frustration warm her pelt.
âCloudstar . . . hinted that the gorge might not hold the answers we were seeking.â
âLeafstar!â Tawnypelt yowled. âYou knew this, and you didnât mention it? Frecklewish, did she tell you?â
âNo.â Frecklewish frowned. âShe didnât tell me this part.â
âI . . . have little to say in my defense,â said Leafstar stiffly. âExcept that I wasnât certainâhow often are you really sure of what StarClan means? And we were already closer to the gorge than the lake.â Her voice softened, and she looked out over the dark gorge, with its winding river reflecting the silver light of the stars. âI could not turn away. Not when we were so close to my old home. My real home. I had to see it one last time.â
Tawnypelt said nothing. Anger boiled inside her for a moment longer. Then it ebbed away, just as Leafstar said, âI am sorry for misleading you.â
âI understand why you did,â said Tawnypelt.
The older cat gave Tawnypelt a small acknowledging headbutt and then turned back to looking over the gorge. Tawnypelt sat with her a little longer, trying to imagine what it must be like for Leafstarâto know that she might be dying, to have the opportunity to revisit the beginning, now that she was close to the end.
âAre you afraid?â Tawnypelt asked. âTo lose your last life?â
âNo,â said Leafstar. âI may have more to do in this world . . . or I may not. I leave it up to StarClan. I know they guide our paws even now.â She smiled to herself, and Tawnypelt wondered if she was thinking of her last visit to StarClanâof the fields of endless hunting, and the proud warriors of her Clan, and of Billystorm, her lost mate.
She saw them. They are still out there. The thought followed her as they all made their way back into the shelter of the cave, and as she lay down to sleep. A spark of hope, even though her hopes for the Whispering Cave had come to nothing.
CHAPTER THREE
Soon. It will be over soon. Just a few more ticks and Iâll be free.
Cherrytail made a mrrp sound as she turned over, showing Starlingpaw the other side of her tail. Starlingpaw stuck his nose deep into the long tortoiseshell fur and found another tick clinging on right by the tip of the tail.
It was a gross job, and he hated it, but he would not hesitate or complain, even as the blood-gorged insect burst as he pulled it free from Cherrytailâs skin. He was being punished for doing something completely reasonable, but he wasnât going to whine about it. Hawkwing would have to take his dignity from his cold dead claws.
Talking out of turn, he thought for the thousandth time. What a stupid thing to punish an apprentice for! I was right! Crowfeather was lying to the Gathering; nobody was listening to Tawnypelt. Someone had to say it.
âOh, thatâs so much better,â Cherrytail said. âThank you, Starlingpaw. Youâve been a great help.â
âIs there anything else youâd like me to do?â Starlingpaw asked.
âThatâs so kind of you. The bedding could do with a refresh, if you donât mind. Particularly Fallowfernâs,â Cherrytail added, lowering her voice conspiratorially. Across the elderâs den, the pale brown she-cat cast a suspicious glance at her denmate, though Starlingpaw knew she was almost completely deaf and couldnât have heard her.
âIâll do them all,â he said, and smartly got up and started scooping old, smelly moss from the floor of the den.
The SkyClan elders slept between a small hawthorn bush and a crooked elm tree. As he piled up the old moss outside the den, Starlingpaw tried to imagine what it would be like when Leafstar moved into the eldersâ den with Cherrytail, Fallowfern, and Sparrowpelt. How would she adjust to losing the peace and quiet she had in the hollow beneath the Tallstump?
It will help when weâre back in the gorge, he thought. Sheâll be at home at last. Sharing her den wonât be so strange for her then, I bet.
Starlingpaw still thought she shouldnât have to give up the leadership, but what could an apprentice do to prevent it? The Clan had decided to remove her. Once the Clans reconnected with StarClan, and Hawkwing became Hawkstar, she would have no choice.
âHawkwing hasnât let you off yet?â a voice piped up beside Starlingpaw, and he turned to see his littermate, Robinpaw, carrying a small vole in her jaws.
âSoon,â Starlingpaw sniffed. âI donât want Hawkwing to âlet me off.â If Iâm to be punished for speaking up, so be it.â
âWell, Iâd be spitting thorns,â Robinpaw said lightly. She sat down in front of him and cleaned behind her ears with one paw. âWe hunted around the old Twoleg den today. A whole colony of voles had moved in. It was brilliant.â
Starlingpaw forced himself to smile at his sister. âThatâs great. I hope weâre both warriors by the time Leafstar and the others get back with the good news about the Whispering Cave.â
âMe too,â said Robinpaw. âYou really think theyâll find StarClan there?â
âOf course,â he said. âItâs the gorge. Itâs our real home. Why wouldnât StarClan be able to reach us there?â
Robinpaw rolled her eyes. âYou really have one paw out of this place, donât you?â
Starlingpaw was about to reply when he heard Gravelnose calling from the fresh-kill pile, and Robinpaw leaped to her paws.
âSee you later,â she mewed, and hurried off to add her vole to the pile.
Starlingpaw sighed and went back into the eldersâ den. Inside, he found himself locking eyes with Sparrowpelt. The elderly tom was shaky on his paws these days, but unlike Fallowfern, his hearing was as good as ever.
âIt would be wonderful to see the gorge again,â he sighed. âThough Iâm not sure if my creaky old legs will carry me that far.â
âWeâll all help you,â Starlingpaw said with feeling. âNo cat will be left behind when we go.â
âI love your optimism, young Starlingpaw,â Cherrytail chuckled. âI wish I shared it. I remember one particular rockâdo you remember this, Sparrowpelt? We used to race to see who could get to it first. By midmorning the sun had warmed it until it felt like lying on your motherâs belly in the nursery. Iâve never enjoyed sunning myself more than on that rock.â
âI remember when the apprentices staged a play fight to decide who would be first onto the sunning rock,â Sparrowpelt snorted. âAnd by the time theyâd declared the winner, one of the warriors had already claimed it. Who was it, Cherrytail? Was it Waspwhisker?â
âIt was me,â said Fallowfern with deep satisfaction. âIt was Waspwhisker who first found the squirrels in the cave,â she said. Her eyes seemed to lose focus as she gazed into the past, thinking of her mate. Starlingpaw couldnât remember what had happened to him.
âAnd it was me who twisted a hind paw fighting them,â Sparrowpelt said. âLooking back, I think those squirrels are to blame for my bad paws now.â
âRemember the moon trees?â Cherrytail asked.
âWhat are those?â Starlingpaw asked, eyes widening. âAre they like the Moonpool? I thought the Whispering Cave was the only way to share tongues with StarClan?â
âOh, this wasnât a StarClan thing,â Sparrowpelt said. âTwo old oak trees grew at one end of the lip of the gorge. If you stood in the right spot at moonrise, their branches perfectly framed the moon. It felt so special to sit and watch the moon slip between those two trees. The closest us warriors ever got to feeling what the medicine cats felt, I think.â
Starlingpaw briefly shut his eyes. This wasnât the first time the elders had reminisced with him about the gorge, and heâd encouraged them every time, asking questions, hungry for details about their old home. Now he felt as if he could almost feel the hard stone under his paws and the leaf-bare sun warming the flat rock.
When I live in the gorge, Iâll make sure I get to that rock first. At least some of the time!
He could see himself chasing squirrels up and down the tall red rock walls, splashing in the river during greenleaf, eating and sharing tongues with Robinpaw and Nectarsong and Needleclaw and all the others. He could climb up onto the outcrops over the gorge and overlook everything, seeing his Clan going about their lives in peace.
His Clan.
A burst of possessiveness, of pride, of . . . of authority.
Is this a daydreamâor a vision of the future? Is this how things are meant to be? SkyClan back in the gorge, and me . . . in charge?
A strong young warrior, a black-and-white tom with a white chest and white tail-tip, standing alone on a high rock. A fierce and honorable leader, dedicated to telling the truth and doing what was right for his Clan.
Starlingstar.
It wasnât the first time heâd thought about it, obviously. He was certain all apprentices secretly lay in their dens at night and added star to the end of their names, testing out how they felt. But this felt so . . . right.
âStarlingpaw? Are you in there?â
âHeâs here,â said Cherrytail. âHeâs helping us with our bedding.â
âGood job, Starlingpaw.â Nectarsong pushed her way into the den. âIâm almost reluctant to tell you now; maybe Iâd better let you finish.â Her eyes glinted with mischief in the dim light. âYour punishment is over.â
Starlingpaw tried not to look as delighted as he felt. He dipped his head respectfully to his mentor and to the elders, as if he were an apprentice whoâd made a real mistake and felt properly chastised.
Nectarsong didnât seem to need him to apologize or cower, though. âFinally, we can get back to training,â she said. There was no disappointment or snootiness in her voice, only impatience. Starlingpaw couldnât help wondering if she actually agreed with what heâd done at the Gathering. Of course she couldnât say soâit wouldnât be appropriate to give such credence to the voice of a lowly apprenticeâbut if he finished his training and became a full warrior, sheâd have no reason not to back him up. He could be a voice against Hawkwingâs irrational opinions about not going back to the gorge. Once Leafstar returned . . .
He shook himself. His daydreams were one thing, but theyâd never come true if he didnât make good on his promises.
âIâll finish the bedding, of course,â he said. âItâs the least I can do for our elders.â
âWhat a polite young tom,â murmured Cherrytail, giving him an affectionate, if slightly patronizing, lick on the middle of his forehead.
* * *
âNectarsong,â Starlingpaw said as they left the eldersâ den. They hadnât spoken much as theyâd fetched new moss for the bedding and set it all out, but now they were heading to the fresh-kill pile, and Starlingpaw had been thinking. âCan I ask you something?â
âOf course,â said Nectarsong.
âDo you think I can take my warrior assessment a little early?â
I need to have a voice. If I donât have my warrior name when Leafstar gets back, I wonât have a real voice in the Clan. Iâll get put back on punishment duty if I try to speak up in her defense. Hawkwing will stomp over everyone elseâs opinions to keep us here, even if thatâs not what Leafstar wants.
He studied Nectarsongâs face, trying to see her answer before she spoke.
Nectarsongâs eyes narrowed thoughtfully, and she said nothing.
âIâve accomplished a great deal as an apprentice,â Starlingpaw went on, his heart speeding up. Could she be persuaded? âI dealt with my punishment without complainingâI did everything I was asked and loads more; you can ask any of the elders, or Fidgetflake. I think Iâm ready. Iâll pass.â
âIâm not arguing with your accomplishments, Starlingpaw,â said Nectarsong. âBut your skill isnât the only thing we have to think about.â
âIt isnât? Why?â Starlingpaw asked.
Nectarsong gave him a long look. âFor a start, you cannot officially be made a warrior without our leader,â she said. âUntil we get StarClan back, thatâs Leafstar, and sheâs not here. Hawkwing is not Hawkstar yet â
Starlingpaw stifled a snort. Nectarsong narrowed her eyes at him.
âAnd even if he were, Iâm not sure heâd be too enthusiastic about giving you your assessment, let alone your warrior name, less than a quarter moon after you finished your punishment duty.â
Starlingpaw growled a little in the back of his throat.
âStarlingpaw,â Nectarsong said, a warning in her voice. âWhether you like it or not, Hawkwing is going to be our leader, probably quite soon. Challenging him and questioning him for no reason is only going to make your life harder. Iâm not saying you have to be his closest friend, but if you keep chewing his tail, heâs not going to be inclined to do you any favors.â
But what if Iâm challenging him for really good reasons?
Starlingpaw took a deep breath. They were in the middle of the camp, with plenty of other warriors around to overhear. Even if Nectarsong was secretly on his side about Crowfeather, she wouldnât feel able to say so if he asked her right now.
âHow much Hawkwing likes me shouldnât matter, though, should it?â he said. âAll that should matter is that SkyClan has strong, capable warriors. And what if it takes forever for Leafstar to get back? Iâm ready now!â
âWould you like to ask Hawkwing?â Nectarsong said. âYou can. But heâll say no. You would have to do something truly impressive to merit an early assessment. More impressive than taking on tick duty without complainingâwhich, I grant you, is pretty remarkable.â She was making a joke, trying to lighten her bad news, but Starlingpaw hesitated.
Could I tell her about my one big achievement? That I might already have saved the Clans?
But she would only ask him why he hadnât mentioned it before. And he didnât have any proof that Moonpaw was the cat with a paw in both worlds, the one Tawnypeltâs vision had warned aboutâalthough it made perfect sense, and he had no regrets about encouraging her to leave the Clans.
âItâs okay, Starlingpaw,â Nectarsong said, touching her tail to his briefly. âYou just focus on being the best apprentice you can be. The rest will fall into place, I promise.â
âThanks,â Starlingpaw muttered. âIâm just going to make dirt before we go back to training.â
âWell, hurry,â his mentor told him. âWe have a lot to catch up on.â
Of course Iâll hurry, he thought, but managed to bite back his annoyance. Havenât I already shown them I can be diligent, patient, hardworking? How can I prove my worth to them?
As he made his way outside the camp to the pebble-strewn dirtplace, Starlingpawâs thoughts spun in his head.
What could he possibly do to impress Hawkwing? The deputy didnât like him for some reason, even though they were kin. Maybe he never had. Maybe he still blamed him for Kitescratchâs death, or maybe he just thought he was too loyal to Leafstar, too willing to speak the truth even if it was inconvenient.
Or was it something else?
Maybe heâs seen it tooâthat Iâm destined to grow into a strong, capable warrior, maybe even a rival for the leadership? If he makes me a warrior before StarClan makes him officially Hawkstar, whoâs to say what could happen?
The thought was exciting, validatingâand frustrating. If Hawkwing was afraid of being challenged, then the only way for Starlingpaw to take and pass his warrior assessment before Leafstar returned would be to show the whole Clan that he was ready. Heâd have to do something so big, so impressive, that Hawkwing wouldnât be able to turn him down.
Starlingpaw finished at the dirtplace and began to head back toward the camp, still turning the problem over in his mind, following the scent of prey to the fresh-kill pile, where he would meet Nectarsong. . . .
Except this scent wasnât leading him to the fresh-kill pile. He could smell prey, but it was outside the camp. Where was it? What was it?
I know I said Iâd hurry, he thought, but I canât just leave it alone. Maybe some cat left prey behind by accident or even on purpose? Maybe some cat has been stealing from the fresh-kill pile! If I could expose them, would that be enough for Hawkwing?
He followed the scent, more and more puzzled as he walked farther away from the camp.
It didnât smell like mouse or squirrel, or vole, or rabbit. It didnât smell like a dead cat, either. What was it? The scent was strong enough to lead him several tree-lengths outside camp, past more hawthorns and a stand of trees, and then . . .
There was a fox.
Starlingpaw jumped and huddled behind the trunk of a tree in case the thing was about to get up and chase him. A moment later, he felt foolish. The prey-scent was coming from the fox! It was dead, lying unmoving on the ground with its eyes rolled right back in their sockets. Was this the source of the snuffling noises SkyClan had been hearing near camp?
âHa,â Starlingpaw said, and stepped out from behind the tree. He walked over to the fox and prodded it hard with a paw. It moved, its limbs flopping limply around. It was even still warm! It couldnât have been here long at all. . . .
Starlingpaw stared into the empty eyes of the fox and started to have an idea.